November 6th, 2020
sometimes i feel like im the only one who can get a read you. everybody else only knows to project their ideals onto you, but i guess thats always been your specialty. you are nothing therefore anything.
October 19th, 2020
the truth is, i say i want a lot, but i dont really need much. but even so, i just... want you. but, i know its near impossible, but i fucking hate it here. im willing to tear the fabrics of reality for you.i feel as if its pathetic to admit, but i worry i wont really be capable of feeling for another as i feel for you. they only think about how they can own me, all in the hopes that they can destroy me. little do they know, youre the only one im willing to belong to. i want you to look at me like im the most fascinating grasshopper in a little glass habitat. i know youd preserve my being. i have so much to share with you, and im afraid theres a chance i never will.